I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I feel like I’m losing everyone I care about and when I try to reach out to them I overstretch and snap back, lashing myself. It fucking hurts being cut off. These things are so stupid but they’re trapped in my head and I can’t communicate them to anyone because no one is there. I’m alone.
Don’t tell me I need people when I have no one.