Sorry my heartbeat is so loudThe thought of it pulsating in my chest disgusts me 

I’ll tell it to shut up for you
I WANT TO DO THINGS ON MY OWN BUT I CANT

IM FUCKING PARALYSED 

PETRIFIED

DEAD INSIDE 

LET ME DIE

Even breathing is difficult 
I’m so scared that this will hurt but I’m equally terrified that if I don’t go through with it I’ll never feel anything again. 
Why is my mind trying to hurt me so much 

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